Friday, September 18, 2009
I hold back, i hold back, i hold back;
Then you walk off,
and i burst out.
I'm left with nothing t say, speechless and choiceless.
Yeah, i can understand the things that you say t me, but do you make an effort t understand the way i hope (not WANT) things t be. I thought you supported me, like my sister and even quite unbelievably, father.
I made serious thinkings about my decision.
But in the end, you just clearly do not support me, after all that i've assured you with.
And i know that i can't do anything else.
Maybe when i'm 21, i'll go out there and prove u wrong, i hate t say this, but i will.
Maybe life is this unfair, maybe i really would have no future.
I've never been so negative about my future before, in this case, my passion.
My mother doesn't believe in me.
9:44 PM
