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Sunday, May 30, 2010


Sigh. Nvm, just smile.



10:05 PM



明天做工.
不懂应该 "YEY!" 还是 "咳".

But anyway, i just hope that tmr'd be a better day.
xwmtkdn ♥

(:



9:19 PM
Saturday, May 29, 2010


There's a dream that i've been chasing; want so badly for it to be reality.

xx



11:00 PM



I'm so freaking tired.



3:23 PM
Friday, May 28, 2010


I need chocolate.

And no, i wasn't drunk last night.
Because when i woke up, it was still the same scene in my head.





4:42 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2010



(Credits: Vanity, Maleda)
____


I really hate it when the dream felt so real, but when you wake up, everything just disappears.

& it's the 2nd time i've dreamt of it.
It's seems to have continued from the previous one.
Well, i wish it would just probably continue forever.
This dream makes me just wanna sleep in forever since it's so real.

Please don't ask me what dream it was, because i really really really can't remember a single bit.
Like i said, when i woke up, it just disappears.
But one thing i know, it has something to do with dance.

(:



10:49 AM



I read it, and i don't know how to react.
Sorry.



10:38 AM
Wednesday, May 19, 2010



__________

I'll tell you a secret, hmm.
Well, last week i went to universal studios singapore twice!
I'm not kidding, twice!
And trust me people, once is enough for the soft opening.
Wait till it really officially opens, then go there.
Er, okay, so it's not really a secret. HAHAHA.

Both times i went, the weather sucked.
The first time, sharyl and i were drenched, literally drenched from head to toe!
The next time, it was with pearlyn and the rest and the weather was as bad, but i was impressed by Waterworld's performance, they were so awesome to have just continued the entire show even though it started raining quite heavily halfway through. I mean, that's a must, but, i just feel really happy to watch that particular show.

-

Anyway, i had two full days of break off from everything else. The weather was on my side too.
Such cooling and lovely weather, reasonable to cuddle in bed the entire day. (:

Schedule's gonna be hectic again, but yeah.
Just gotta bear with it, right right? ;D

Thurs - Ballet in the evening.
Friday - China trip's shopping with besley in the afternoon, Ballet in the evening.
Saturday - Latin dance in the afternoon, Family lunch, Ballet in the evening.
Sunday - Latin dance in the afternoon, acrobatics late afternoon, cloud gate contemp workshop in the evening.

Bloody packed weekends.
But don't u just love it?! (:

Alright, i'm back to work too!

Love all! :D
xoxo



7:13 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010


I really just have to believe in myself.
Keep faith. (:



9:59 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010


That simply explains it.

I wanna sleep in late today, i just wanna close my eyes and shut my brain up and have a good rest.
I really hate it because my brain seems to be having its own conversation when i lie in bed at night nowadays. I feel so sick and tired of everything.

Gah, must be pms.
Ignore me.




12:04 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010


I'm not really sure if i really want it.
I'm still quite sick and tired of my "sister and brother" and mostly once a week "husband".
Somebody, advice me.

I'm partly excited and partly not.
Argh, what should i do!?



3:13 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010


Screw it, i'm pissed.
Don't ask why.





2:03 PM
Saturday, May 8, 2010


"Crossings" (Nafa's diploma in dance's showcase) was pretty good. Claps.
They had such beautiful passion from their movements that no words can express.
I loved the modern dance pieces. They were just so good.

I really can't wait to start school.

-

I'm feeling that today's gonna be a good day! :D

xx



1:11 PM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010


-

Hmmm, okay. I can't believe i'm gonna say this because it's gonna shock you too.
But, ...











































I kinda miss work ._.

Did you get a shock?
Hmmm, well, i did.

-

Okay, I'm going to Nafa now.

Bye everyone.
xx



12:55 PM
Tuesday, May 4, 2010





USS PS CREW, you guys were awesome.
Thank you. (:
Ps. The PS CREW birthmark, omg. LOL.

-

Updates and more updates!

Alright, so i stopped working at Universal Studios Singapore.
Hmmm, i enjoyed working there quite alot but i left because i had my own reasons.
I'm so gonna miss all the people there, those from the attractions, the push carts, the managers and of course, my very own crew mates.

I had my last bit of fun on that night, that very last day.
I ended shift at like 6pm and went to grab free ice cream again. Omg, i love free stuff! :D
We changed, and went up to the park.
Last two rides on Revenge of the Mummy and poof!
We went to celebrity's cafe to munch and slurp, the food there really looked good but i didn't dare try those.
And then, we went to watch the fireworks! :D
Pretty much.

I really enjoyed working there because of the people i've met there.
I'll come back, hopefully. (:
Fingers crossed still?
I was always told never to give up, because if you keep trying, you'll never know when people see the passion u have.

Thanks to those who've helped me. Ahem, you know. Like helped me speak nice words over.
You guys were an awesome bunch too!

-

Yesterday, i met Reina.
We went to the new SBA and looked around.
Very pretty but small place.
Their studios are nice, but i still like the ones at SDT.

Then we went to jitterbugs for Ms Wee's Ballet 1 and 2.
I tell you, they can kill. Omg.
I love Ms Wee's extensions, they're so perfect and she makes it look so easy.
I was dead beat after that!
We both wanted to get eskimo's bbt, but grrrrrr, lesson ended at aroud 10pm!
It was supposed to end at 9.30pm.
But well, i felt good, i danced from 7.30pm - 10pm.
I haven't done this in a long time!

I went home and daddy told me that there was mail for me.
From who? Nafa. Yes. (:
And then, i took it with my heart racing like crazy because i had a feeling it was about the scholarship, then then then, i screamed!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH.
I was so freaking happy that i couldn't sleep last night la!

Yipeeeeee! They offered me the NAKES 2010 Scholarship!
I thought i'd prolly only get the Bursary or nothing because i wasn't sure if i had "excellent audition results"(!!)
But i really didn't expected it, and i'm just so happy because i've gotten a waiver of my school fees!
So glad i've lessen my parents burden financially.
I'm so proud of myself, if not for hard work!

-

I wanna share my joy, but then your last reply to me was "Yup." and that was like two days ago. \:
I hate to start a message because i feel like i'm gonna annoy you or smth.
Ah wells, somehow, i really hope i'll get back to working at USS.
Ahhhhh, i should just be happy of what i have.

Yay! Can't wait for my mother to come back!
I wanna bring my family out to makan, cuz i've gotten my pay and i got my scholarship! :D

-

Once again, being a part of USS PS CREW, i have learnt alot.
I've grown from someone into someone else because i've matured.
I keep telling myself everyday i go to work that i need to be positive about things.
It's okay if people wanna look at my broom and pan or my uniform first before looking at my smile, they can't look down on us because someone once told me that our guests pay $66 or $72 just to come in, and if we are not around, would the park be this clean today?

I've made alot of friends within this one month and it's proven me that i love talking to people.
I love it when i smile at people and they smile back at me, or even better, they smile at me first.
My smile is plastered across my face 24/7, i bet u know (:
People said, you're always smiling!!! HAHAHA.
Even if i'm upset, my smile is still there. Even after i've cried at the back where only my few close friends know and when my eyes are still red, i'll go out there and still keep my smile.
I wouldn't want my black face to ruin everybody's day, nobody lives for me.
So, just keep smiling, be happy, and eventually, positivity makes people get attracted to you. (Y) :P

I've been called a cleaner a few weeks before i left, but i've been strong enough to face it.
I said this to the person who's called me a cleaner, "Hi, i am not a cleaner, i am actually doing service for the park. And yes, i am still a student." I felt proud of myself when i said it.
I can even imagine it if someone called me a cleaner on my first day of work, i will cry like a dog i tell you.

But well, i've been inspired by the people around me. Especially entertainment dept (besides ps), i am studying and moving in an arts field, entertainment interests me very much.
I wish i'll have a second chance to prove of my passion to them.
I regretted the fact that i was called in for interview after work, i was so tired to speak. I should have told her i'll just interview another day... But it's good that there's still people supporting me even now.

The escorts were really nice, they've been trying to help too. Like Sharyl (i'm gonna miss her) and a few others. And you whom i've talked to about how i stressed i was because i wanted to get in, kinda desperately. -___- But thanks for listening(!) and being there for me(!) and helping me? :D
And yeah, can't believe i saw Jacey as a new escort. HAHAHAHA.

-

Okay, enough of words.
I'm gonna love NAFA and i can't wait to start school! :D

Gonna take this time to catch up with old friends.
Love everyone!
xxxxxxxx




1:17 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010


10 ways to tell if your relationship’s gonna work


1. Whenever you are with them, nothing else in the world matters.

2. He calls you beautiful or gorgeous instead of hot or sexy.

3. You think about them all day long, and dream about them every night.

4. They are the first and last voice you hear.

5. Even if your parents don’t want you being together you stay together.

6. They can drive you crazy and yet you still wanna always be around them.

7. You don’t have to worry about losing them to anybody.

8. Religious matters don’t get in the way.

9. They understand your schedule can’t always fit them in.

10. They will give you your space and respect you.

(Via Dinn Sahar's tumblr)

-

I wanna thank my father for appearing at the very right moment.
Just in time for saving my last breath, for making me know that someone will be there when im about to give everything up.

I pray.



11:24 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010


Things really wasn't that easy i thought it would be.
I really wanna try again, and i really gotta be strong.
Please give me a chance?

I wanna talk to you about it.
But, how should i start?

Thanks USS PS TEAM, you guys rock. \m/
Love.



12:22 PM