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I hate the fact that i can't go for ballet classes and chingay rehs because...
I'VE GOT CHICKEN POX!!!
Screw it.
It's so itchy. Ugh!
:(
When im okay, i wanna go dim sum-ing with joelynn.
When im okay, i wanna go catch a movie.
When im okay, i wanna go shopping for CNY.
When im okay, i wanna go swimming and get a nice tan.
When im okay, i wanna travel a little bit, so that i can take that time to forget about what's happened in Singapore. I know im avoiding it, it's like when i come back, i'll still have to face all these shit, but i really wanna go somewhere, breathe some nice and fresh air, have some fun.
Don't you want it too?
I want to forget everything, i want to wash it off my mind entirely.
But somehow, it's either the whole piece or part of it will still be intact in my mind.
I don't wanna think about it, i dont wanna fake anything.
I'm trying. I can't find myself.
Sigh, this is life? I wish i had a better one then.
I wish... i wish i wasn't so stupid and naive.
I wanna start over again, but now, it's not only about me...
I need to dance alot when im okay, really.
