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Wednesday, January 13, 2010


So what if i feel helpless, who cares?
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I haven't posted a proper post for a long time.
Alot of thing's been happening.
Bad, good. A mixture.
Well, life goes on, yeah?

I talked to sister Eliza.
I hope she'll help me.
I feel the connection, the good results, my life.
I am scared, i really am.
But i will always remember that i've had the best sweet sixteen with my cell.
They'll always be the best people in my heart.
They've changed my life, every single one of them.
I love my cell, my ex-cell...
I feel so sad when i talk about this.
If only... but it's too late.
God will make a way.

It's been a long way.
I've learnt alot.
I'm not sure how i should phrase it.
I just feel tormented.
I am extremely sad.

Hey, i miss you.
I wish you haven't told me about it.
We seem to be drifting now.
Will you really forget about me in time?

I'll do a proper post when i feel better.
I hate the way i am now, the feeling sucks.
Maybe, time will tell the story.

Is there anyway i could perish but not make it a sin?

Just like i said last time, though not in the same context, the feeling is similar.
When you look at me, i look away.
When you look away, i regret.
You figure it.

Goodbye, readers.



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