I guess it takes time.

But for now, i just want to be like myself.
Be just me.
Be happy, and joyful over everything.
Work really hard to achieve my goals.
And keep myself busy.

Not gonna be easy, but i believe in myself (:

There's just so many things on my mind that i wanna say out.
Things that i want to tell people about.
But somehow, i dont feel as happy as i was before.
I wanna be like how i was, before everything started.

Things have changed.
I've learnt that life was never easy, i should have planned it from the very start.
Sometimes, i really hate myself for falling in traps like that.

Sometimes, there are things that i really dont want to do but have to force myself to.
But in the end, the feeling of seeing happiness that you've brought to someone else, is much more pleasing.

Being happy is easy.
But knowing that you're happy, is much easier.

I just need to live everyday by telling myself that tomorrow will be a better day. (:

winny
xx